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Something my friend wrote in class LOL

17:05 Jan 20 2006
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Memo



To: Mr. Gary Comack



From: Evil Destroyers Association (EDA)



Date: January 20, 2006



Re: School witches and Satanists






I would just like to bring to your attention, that there are Witches and Satanists invading our school. We would like to take immediate action against these monsters. Gather the angry villagers and bring lots of torches and pitchforks for everyone. Oh and since your bringing everthing, bring some refreshments as well. Destroying evil forces is tiring work you know?



We have already found a few students who we think are witches.





  • Wilfred Desmaris


  • Wanita Lund


  • Melanie Richard






  • The EDA council has decided that you take them out first. We suspect that they are the master Witches and Satanists. If we don't take swift action to take these three out, we may be doomed.



    sincerely,







    EDA Headmaster



    eh

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    Bitches

    19:10 Jan 17 2006
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    I fucking hate people! Especially girls

    FOR FUCKS SAKES CAN'T I JUST BE LEFT IN PEACE TO LISTEN TO MY MUSIC WITHOUT SOME STUPID BITCH COMING AND BOTHERING ME!!!

    First she got on my firends computer and exited the shit he had on the comp, and then the chick starts razzing me on my music, then pulls my headphones out of my speakers. And then she turns around and starts fucking bothering me asking me why my boobs were so big...ARGH why the fuck does this happen to me I mean of all the fucking people in this school that fucking bitch has to come bother me!!!!

    It took all my self control to refrain from slapping the bitch!

    but other than that i was having a slightly good day...then that bitch comes ARRGH

    this is why i hate people and why i hate school so much, I think i'll go get my stepdad's big ass sword and follow that chick into a dark alley!


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    **RANT** Warning I have ranted on anything i can possibly think of

    17:07 Jan 13 2006
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    Hmm what I think

    **Rant**

    This is a pretty broad subject I think…What can I tell you what I think without you drawing your own conclusions? Well I’ll guess I’ll give it a go anyway. What to talk about first eh? Shall I talk about my feelings on abortion? Today’s politics, how you can’t turn on the television without seeing some sort of negative images? Canadians and Americans alike being kidnapped and murdered on foreign soil? Canadian Soldiers are fighting a war that was created by the bush administration as an excuse to invade Iraq. I believe that bush is an idiot. I don’t have a specific stance in politics, to many variables to consider. But consider this, Saddam Hussein and Osama Bin Laden what do they have in common? Both are supposed terrorists and both are supposedly hiding WMD’s in Iraq, I believe that Saddam and Osama are Terrorists but I don’t think they would be stupid enough to hide WMD’s in so obvious a place... Oil is what everyone is fighting for, and the Middle East is rich in this resource. So of course America being the greedy rich bullies will try to get their grubby little hands on what rightfully belongs to the Middle East.

    I don’t care what anyone says about my beliefs; I don’t care if I’m fucking wrong! I believe this is true and for me this is true. Moving on! It’s now time for my rant and my beliefs on Abortion, I do not believe the right to have an abortion should be taken from women. That would be going against all that humans supposedly stand for. You would be taking away the freedom to make a choice; there are a lot of things to consider when you’re taking in abortion. My little sister who was only fifteen at the time had a pregnancy scare, we were all worried about her, and I don’t think she has the… I don’t know what you would call it... I think what i’m trying to say is she wouldn’t make a good mother yet. She needs to grow up first, she believes she’s mature but I can see it, in the way she talks, the way she acts... She’s not mature at all this is getting annoying she can’t even fucking see her own immaturity, and her own vulnerability. I worry about her constantly; I can’t help it for the longest time I’ve been there for them…I’ve been a mother to them more than my mother ever has been. I love my mother to death, but she was an alcoholic and she was barely there when we were younger, so I was there when my brother and sister woke up, I took care of them. For the longest time it was just me, my sister and my brother, they began to see me as there mother, they still do even after our mother got her act together.

    Well back to the abortion topic, Women should always have a choice. I can understand if the women were butchering the child within them by doing drugs or other shit to purposely get rid of it. And i’m not mentioning names! But protestors who call women who get abortions murderers are wrong; the children growing within these women have yet to mature fully into a child. At the moment it is nothing but a little fleshy thingy that hasn’t developed a conscious, it can’t think, can’t feel so therefore it is nothing, it is not even human. I can understand if it could feel pain, hurt and fear. But as is it can’t feel jack. In any case it falls on the woman, I’m not agreeing with women who use it as a form of birth control that is disgusting, and unethical, but it is a serious thing. It shouldn’t be made as a last minute decision it should be thought through at first. I’m also talking about women who are victims of rape, and children born of those encounters, in those cases I believe that abortion is right, I do not think the child and the rape victim would profit, or at least adoption in any case. The woman would look at the child and only see him or her as a reminder of that event and they would not get the treatment they deserve. The mother would come to resent their child.

    Well that’s all I have on those topics. What else can I write about? How I find drugs absolutely disgusting? I don’t care if anyone views me as a hypocrite, But I do smoke weed, the drugs I’m referring to are crack cocaine, X-tacy, Angel Dust, Cocaine, Meth, speed, Sniffing, Heroin, smack… A hell of a lot of other drugs as well, I happen to know what these drugs do to people and their families. I have a little cousin who was born without a tube connecting his throat to his stomach, he was a small baby he was barely surviving… Do you know how much it hurts to watch and see such a small flickering light struggle to survive? He has the sweetest smile, and he’s the sweetest baby you’ll ever meet. My auntie Bonnie his mother, is a crack whore prostitute who sells her ass on the streets for crack money, she’s stolen from me and my family, she did crack through out her pregnancy causing my little cousin to be born a crack baby.

    Her other daughters and her son were born with FAS for those of you who don’t know FAS is Fetal Alcohol Syndrome, and now all her children, my cousins are in child and family services. They were barely ever being fed, being taken care of, my family that is my mom, sis and bro took my cousins Rachel, Katie, and Eddie in but CFS took them away because my fucking bitch whore of an auntie wouldn’t stay away! She’s done enough to these kids already. My auntie Rita has hep b, she got it from using used needles, my mother is an ex-alcoholic, my father used to be an alcoholic, my grandmother was an alcoholic, my grandfather is quickly becoming an alcoholic. I’m fucking afraid of taking a sip of alcohol, afraid that I’ll end up like my family. Which is the reason I work so hard, I can’t stay where I am, I’ll just get dragged down, I have to make something of myself, I’ll show everyone who said I couldn’t make it..

    So yeah this is my rant, I would like some feedback, even if your leaving a comment to rant and bitch at me about how my beliefs are wrong, I would enjoy those more, give me a good laugh go on I dare you!


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    Redneck Jedi

    18:46 Jan 09 2006
    Times Read: 528


    REDNECK JEDI

    You ever heard the phrase, "May the force be with y'all."

    Your Jedi robe is camouflage.

    You have ever used your light saber to open a bottle of Bud Light.

    At least one wing of your X-Wing is primer colored.

    You can easily describe the taste of an Ewok.

    You have ever had a land-speeder up on blocks in your yard.

    The worst part of spending time on Dagobah is the dadgum skeeters.

    Wookiees are offended by your B.O.

    You have ever used the force to get yourself another beer so you didn't have to wait for a commercial.

    You have ever used the force in conjunction with fishing/bowling.

    Your father has ever said to you, "Shoot, son come on over to the dark side...it'll be a hoot."

    You have ever had your R-2 unit use its self-defense electro-shock thingy to get the barbecue grill to light.

    You have a confederate flag painted on the hood of your land-speeder.

    You ever fantasized about Princess Leah wearing Daisy Duke shorts.

    You have the doors of your X-wing welded shut and you have to get in through the window.

    You have a cousin who bears a strong resemblance to Chewbacca.

    You suggested that they outfit the Millennium Falcon with redwood decking.

    You were the only person drinking Jack Daniels during the cantina scene.

    If you hear . . . "Luke, I am your father ... and your uncle"


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    A Queen Among Paupers

    21:35 Jan 05 2006
    Times Read: 529


    I was lying in my bed this morning slowly coming awake after a dream that was so broken up and so surrealistic it's confusing, I was only thinking about one thing this phrase going over and over in my head i couldn't get away from this thought it followed me everywhere i directed my mind, now i don't know if this makes any sense at all but the phrase is in the title, A Queen Among Paupers, I don't know why this thought occured to me, and now back to the dream I was drawing, thats the strange part I was drawing throughout my whole dream, What i drew...this amazed even myself, because when i draw or paint its mostly abstract because I don't think i draw very well, but it was native american art, I mean I drew a First Nations Brave in a full war outfit, and an eagle then a bear...It was interesting, Im beggining to think that this is a sign or something, im not that religious I don't believe in god or the devil, But there is a higher power out there existing, along with other powers..spirits..if you will...Anyways off of that topic im in no mood to think about shit even I don't understand and they're MY beliefs odd isn't it?

    Im busy looking for a job, And i have the weirdest thoughts in my head, im remembering when i was younger and money didn't seem to matter as much, nor did my independence, I feel Nostalgic I guess you could say I've always been more of a loner, I've never really cared for others company even when i was younger, I remember being bullied and all that shit, I remember always wanting to be friends with everybody, a couple of days ago my mom asked me what happened to me that i turned out so..distant, I told her that When i was younger I wanted to be everyone's friend she asked me what happened then, I told her Nobody wanted to be mine, I barely if ever talk about my past mostly because Everytime i try and talk to anyone in my family they immediately assume im asking for sympathy or try and tell me differently, I mean this is me, my memories, it's who i am, Im sick of having people lie to me, it seems like every day i find out shit about my family that i once believed was true but it turns out to be a lie...there's a lot of shit thats wrong with me, I don't know what though, i do know that i don't trust as easy as i should, I don't care mostly, And im very over protective and way to fierce when it comes to the people i do love, I hold back way to much, I don't talk often when im around new people....This is just the beggining of it all...I guess i should start from the beggining? I was born August 12, 1988 at St. Boniface Hospital, First daughter born to Mary Lund 17 years old and Matthew Baxter 16 years old, First Granddaughter of George and Murtle Baxter, Born a leo, I was 7 lbs 8 ounces, I was named Wanita Marie Ashely Lund, Wanita was the name given to me by my grandmother Gertrude Clara Tougas, Nicknamed Ducky, Marie for my great grandmother that i have never met...She died before i was born, Oldest of three, When i was about 2 or 3 months old i was pushed into a pile of glass cutting my right arm open to the bone, I was given stitches, I still have that scar, I went slamming into a metal bookcase when i was about 2 or 3 I still have that scar, when i was five I went to the laundry mat with my grandmother Murtle, and At about 10 am i fell off a pac man arcade game and I broke my leg instead of the usual leg breaks like this -- I broke my leg diagonally like this / it was a clean break i was lucky, My dad didn't take me to the hospital untill 3:30 when MY MOTHER came home from school, I was rushed to the hospital and I was given a shot of morphine? Loving dad eh? Well thats all for now


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    *sigh* Whatever

    19:39 Jan 03 2006
    Times Read: 535


    Well ok this is just a random entry i guess,

    I really like to talk a lot, I really don't like people though, My sister pissed me off last night, by telling me that Everything i am today is what i made myself, now some of who i am yes i can agree that I have done it, I have molded myself, but everything else in my life has been shaped and molded by my experiences, she's only 16 trying to lecture me on life and everything else that goes with it, trying to be mature, she's the one who fucked a guy 9 years older than her who turned out to be my aunties boyfriend..HAH some sort of adult she is


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